I am finally done with year 3. Gosh it has been a mad run. Finished two actuarial papers yesterday and had a paper this morning. Needless to say, I didn't study much for today's paper and probably just passed.

Oh well, that's over and done with. =)

Hmm... oddly, this whole sense of having nothing to do feels so new. I keep feeling I am being lazy, I'm just wasting time and I should be studying or doing something. Then, I realised I have 4 long months of holiday!!!

Studying, worrying being pushed to the limits with assignments and tests for 5 long long LONG months really takes its toll or perhaps it's the degree.

I think I shall go off now and re-learn how to enjoy my holiday and actually not feel guilty for stepping outdoors, watching a little tv or even sleeping in. Gah.. I feel so deprived.

p.s. it totally dawned on me that sometimes I don't step outside the flat for days and when I do, it's either for grocery shopping or to do the laundry. -.- That feels really sad.